When I was 13 years old I fell in love with my best friend's sister she was 17 or so.
I used to get jealous of my friend's relationship with his sister,they were so close and thought that my friend knew about my crush on his sis and was sabotaging my efforts to get close to her (even back then I was paranoid).I used to get very excited to go see him because I got to hang out with Emily as well.
Every time Emily was around I would get very competitive in sports,show off how smart I was etc. She was really beautiful,I thought she was a Goddess.
Five years later I was on date with Emily,We kissed that was about it,then I lost interest.
Sometimes I look back,I know that I had her and decided to let go and regrets it.